Thursday, July 31, 2008

For 1 week. Every time I look at the clock. its 12:34. Its freaky. Bad omen? Or 4d top prize?

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

square one.

So here we are, back to square one. Will it ever end? Will it? Will it?

I sooooooo wanna know.

It's appalling. Simply appalling.

Project's the only thing on my mind. But that doesn't mean I don't care. Now's the crucial period. 5 more days. Get this shit over? Make this fucking end? I wish it will. Then, yeah. I'll be gone.

Friday, July 25, 2008

What makes you happy? What makes you smile? I'm so random, lol. But yeah @_@.

-Jinzo. Yongs. Gang. Meng. Chang. Nash.

This few dudes are too leet for you to handle.

-Ting. Jess. XY. Gene. Yc. Mr.Cheng. Merv. Sugiarto. Stan.

My poly companions!

- My Mom and Family

Tho my family always say Im like the outcast in the family. I do infact love them loads.

- Myself

No one will love you if you don't love yourself ok >;(

- Ting

This pampered and spoilt girl! <3

DUDE.

Dude, i totally miss you
I really fucking miss you
I'm all alone,
All the time, all the time

Dude, i totally miss you
The things we did together
Where have you gone?

Totally miss the honesty
And special times, and honestly
I totally miss the fucked up thing ya do

Dude, i totally miss you
I totally miss you
Dude, i totally miss you
All the time

Ahhhhhhhhhh, aaaaaah
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, aaaaaah
aah ya-he haaa.

Totally miss the honesty
And special times, and honestly
I totally miss the fucked up thing ya do

Dude, i totally miss you
I totally miss you
Dude, i totally miss you
All the time

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

ARGH MOBILE.

Dammit. What's wrong with the mobile lecture notes. So many slides, but information wise, its atrocious! Bet the lecturer simply copy and paste off some google-able websites. Come course feedback week, I am so gonna complain >;(

wrong wrong wrong.

Maybe I am indeed arrogant.

;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

Well thats me.



Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise
Living another day in disguise
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Sad but True

Hey I’m your life
I’m the one who takes you there
Hey I’m your life
I’m the one who cares
They, They betray
I’m your only true friend now
They, They’ll betray
I’m forever there

I’m your dream, make you real
I’m your eyes when you must steal
I’m your pain when you can’t feel
Sad but true

I’m your dream, mind astray
I’m your eyes while you’re away
I’m your pain while you repay
You know it’s sad but true, sad but true

You, You’re my mask
You’re my cover, my shelter
You, You’re my mask
You’re the one who’s blamed
Do, Do my work
Do my dirty work, scapegoat
Do, Do my deeds
For you’re the one who’s shamed

I’m your dream, make you real
I’m your eyes when you must steal
I’m your pain when you can’t feel
Sad but true

I’m your dream, mind astray
I’m your eyes while you’re away
I’m your pain while you repay
You know it’s sad but true,sad but true

I'm your dream,
I'm your eyes,
I'm your pain

I'm your dream
I'm your eyes
I'm your pain
You know it's sad but true, sad but true


Hate, I’m your hate
I’m your hate when you want love
Pay, Pay the price
Pay for nothing’s fair

Hey, I’m your life
I’m the one who took you there
Hey, I’m your life
And I no longer care

I’m your dream, make you real
I’m your eyes when you must steal
I’m your pain when you can’t feel
Sad but true

I’m your truth, telling lies
I’m your reasoned alibis
I’m inside open your eyes
I’m you

Sad but true

Google It.

I LOVE GOOGLE. DO YOU?

caught in the middle.

To assist or to not to? Its amazing what project work and polytechnic politics can do. Simply amazing.

Receptive. Too receptive!

Well. Forgive and forget. It won't get me far anyways. I am sorry guys, really I am.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

outing.

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Got tempted by this machine and tried playing....









































VIOLA!

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2 Dog Keychains!

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Ate beef noodles.

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:D

Monday, July 14, 2008

-went school alone.
- did project alone.
- went to eat pepper lunch with friends.
- went to GSC to play battlefield 2 and CS 1.3.
- went home.
- :)
- pain in my knee is killing me. >;(
- well, yesterday's forgotten.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Every happiness has it's pain says:
people go into relationship , is to go find problems.

By Sultan Shah

so she went away.

This time its real, she said. All this nonsense, over some problem not even related to me. To us. Why must some other problems, which are not related, affect my life. Yes I know, you and her are like Superman and Lex Luthor. But does it have to involve me. Everyone in class, are my friends. Be it fair weather friends or hi/bye friends. And I have nothing against them. Why do you have to force me to hate those you hate too? And yes, I chosed not to hate them, and it became our newly found problem. "Friends more important than me." You said? You know its not true, then why did you even say it. So I sacrificed you, for my friends? Those words are not even true.

Didn't we say that the problem between him, her and you are over? Didn't we wipe that slate clean? Why bring it up the following day and make a whole new problem? About me trusting him over you? I was just making sure. You would have done the same thing, if you were me. But that was like long ago? Why can't you forget and move on? If every single little detail you keep in you, how are you supposed to be happy. So yes, like you said, I hit your limit. What's left to say? Nothing. :/

"Mistress Mary Quite Contrary
"

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Things I did.

- went out
- ate long john silver's combo 1 alone
- thought about things
- was there trust to begin with?
- drank carlsberg
- played dynasty warriors 2 on psp
- walked home

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Monday, July 7, 2008

FAKE!

Would you agree that we're far from all right?
We fall below the line! We fall below the standards!
If only you could see
What we see through these eyes
This plague is spreading, it will sink under your skin!

I won't believe the horror that I see
Is more than your poison inside me

Let's tear away these faces we hide behind
Cutting through the airwaves
Open up our minds
Show ourselves to the world tonight
Cause we are.. No longer in disguise!

Well, I’m aware of your lies, how do you sleep at night?
It's all a matter of time, I think their catching on
You dream of wars, that I refuse to fight
While people disappear, another broken heart

I won't believe the horror that I see
Is more than your poison inside me
I won't let go, though the plague is spreading
I won't let go

Let's tear away these faces we hide behind
Cutting through the airwaves
Open up our minds
Show ourselves to the world tonight
Cause we are… No longer in disguise!

We can save ourselves
(Rise Up!)
You can't stop us
We can save our soul
Rise Up!
We don’t need your help
We can save ourselves
Rise Up!
You can’t stop us

Let's tear away these faces we hide behind
Cutting through the airwaves
Open up our minds
Show ourselves to the world tonight
Cause we are… No longer in disguise!

Tear away these faces
Tear away these faces
Tear away these faces

We're no longer in disguise!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Watch Me Bleed

Lost myself in an endless goodnight
Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight
Couldn't get it right
I could never get it right
Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
Your blue eyes are so cruel
I can't escape all the things we said
I'm taking years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There's nothing left to lose

Shouldn't I feel all right?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night

The night fades with a breath of sunshine
I'll do my best to adjust to the morning light
I cant keep my place
Feels like I've been awake for days
Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced
With the harsh truth, the harsh truth
My cold heart is a place where true love cannot lose

Shouldn't I feel all right?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night

There's static on the airwaves
I'll try to find the light through all this haze
I can't find the words that I'm trying to say
So try to forget me as I walk away

Shouldn't I feel all right?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night

Drowning

Stand up!
You know you have the right too!
Speak out
For the things you that you believe!
if we let them
And they will stab you in the back over again
Take your integrity

How long will you let this go on
They're drowning you in fear

Speak up!
Your voice just isn't breaking through
It's time now!
It's gone on way too long
if we let them
They will tear you into little pieces
I think there is something wrong

How long will you let this go on?
They're drowning you in fear

You're letting your hopes go straight to hell
and i know the end is near,is near

The time will come
The time will come
The time will come
You will be sorry for what you've done
The time will come

How long will you let this go on?
They're drowning you in fear

You're letting your hopes go straight to hell
And i know the end is near, is near

You say you're sorry
For what its worth

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Empty Glasses

The Only Medicine

I WASH IT DOWN
just to block out all the sound
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE ALONE
WELL look at me now

Sleepless nights
Painful goodbyes
Who the hell was I kidding?

the room starts to spin
ALL ALONE AND BLEEDING ONCE AGAIN
CAN YOU HELP ME MAKE THIS
MAKE THIS FUCKING END!!

Oh my God there must be something...
Something to take the pain away
And so there's nothing you can give me...
It's probably better off that way

Just forget
All I ever wanted
Was to forget

Bloodshot eyes and a starless sky
Who the hell are we kidding?

YOU LOOK SO CONTENT
I GUESS THE BRIGHT SIDE
HASN'T FOUND ME YET
PULL ME UP SO I CAN CATCH MY BREATH

Oh my god there must be something
Something to take the pain away
And so there's nothing you can give me
It's probably better off that way

I live my life in the shadows
Of the things i try to hide

Oh my god there must be something
Something to take the pain away
And so there's nothing you can give me
It's probably better off that way